curriculum vitae.

This represents me because although some one may see the girl in the photo as "emo" or maybe even sullen and depressed, she is just thinking about her fantasies. Not only is she thinking about these fantasies, but she is believing in these fantasies. I am this girl. I espcially like the fairies in the trees, because i always see them as well. The white light represents the spark in me, the light in a way shows my inner happiness, while at the same time the color white suggests the peace in me as well. The significance of the woods in general should be obvious to all :-)

My favorite disney princess is Jasmine. She has a spirit about her that is so alive! Not only does she seem very vivacious, but she has brains! she seems well educated in a way that other princesses arent.

Daffodil lament by the cranberries

Holding on, that's what I do since I met you.
And it won't be long. Would you notice if I left you?
And it's fine for some 'cause you're not the one,
You're not the one there...
There... there... there... there... there...

All night long, laid on my pillow,
These things are wrong.
I can't sleep here!

So lovely, so lovely, so lovely.

I have decided to leave you forever.
I have decided to start things from here.
Thunder and lightning won't change,
What I'm feeling and the daffodils look lovely today,
And the daffodils look lovely today,
Look lovely today.

Ooh, in your eyes I can see the disguise.
Ooh, in your eyes I can see the disguise.
Has anyone seen lightning?
Has anyone looked lovely?
And the daffodils look lovely today,
And the daffodils look lovely today,
Look lovely today...

Look lovely, (X 9)

Na, na. Na, na na na...

Dying Star by Ivy
In the back of the bus
I caught you smiling at the rain
Your breath steaming
On the window
You've never looked
So completely sane

Now heaven knows where I am
Heaven knows I did all I can
Heaven knows you'll go far
But heaven knows you're a dying star

In the back of the bus
I caught you smiling at the rain
I turned gliding to the pavement
I've never seen you that way again

Now heaven knows where I am
Heaven knows I did all I can
Heaven knows you'll go far
But heaven knows you're a dying star

I've seen the wave you ride on....
I've seen the wave you ride on...
I've seen the wave you'll die on

Now heaven knows where I am
Heaven knows I did all I can
Heaven knows you'll go far
But heaven knows you're a dying star

"A Better Place, A Better Time" by streetlight manifesto

and so she wakes up
in time to break down
she left a note up on the dresser
and she's right on time
you don't know anything
right or wrong
i said i know
and she said so
i want to panic
but i've had it
so i go
you don't owe anything to anyone

but don't take your life
because it's all that you've got
you'd be better off just up and leaving
if you don't think they will stop

and when you wake up
everything is going to be fine
i guarantee that you wake up in a better place
and in a better time
so you're tired of living
and you feel like you might give in
well don't
it's not your time

looking through the paper today
looking for a specific page
don't want to find her full name followed by dates
because when i left her alone
she made a sound, like a moan
"you're known by everyone for everything you've done"
fuck buying flowers for graves
i'd rather buy you a one way non-stop
to anywhere
find anyone
do anything
forget and start again, love
she said she won't go
and that's that
it hurts too much to stand by
you've got to stop and draw a line
and everyone here has to choose a side tonight
the moment of truth is haunting you
don't forget your family
regardless of what you choose to do
you can't decide
and they're screaming "why won't you?"
i'll start the engine but i can't take this ride for you
i'll draw the bath and i'll load your gun
but i hope so bad that you bathe and hunt

annie's tired of forgetting about today and always planning for tomorrow (tomorrow)
annie says "the saddest day i came acrosss was when i learned that life goes on without me" (without me)
annie says "if everyone has someone else, then i ain't got nobody's love to save me" (save me)
annie says "i think i'll pass away tonight, because it seems i'll never get it right if it's just me" (just me)

and when you wake up
everything is going to be fine
i guarantee that you wake up in a better place
and in a better time
so you're tired of living
and you feel like you might give in
well don't
it's not your time

annie says she wouldn't mind if they never find a cure for all her problems (her problems)
annie says as long as she has someone near to make it clear she does not need to solve them (solve them)
"oh, this loneliness is killing me
it's filling me with anger and resentment (resentment)
i'm turning into someone that i never thought i'd have to be again"

and when you wake up
everything is going to be fine
i guarantee that you wake up in a better place
and in a better time
so you're tired of living
and you feel like you might give in
well don't
it's not your time

annie's tired of forgetting about today and always planning for tomorrow (tomorrow)
annie says "the saddest day i came acrosss was when i learned that life goes on without me" (without me)
annie says "if everyone has someone else, then i ain't got nobody's love to save me" (save me)
annie says "i think i'll pass away tonight, because it seems i'll never get it right if it's just me" (just me)

and when you wake up
everything is going to be fine
i guarantee that you wake up in a better place
and in a better time
so you're tired of living
and you feel like you might give in
well don't
it's not your time

and even if it was
i wouldn't let you go
you could run run run run but i will follow close
someday you will say "that's it, that's all"
but i'll be waiting there with open arms to break your fall
i know that you think that you're on your own
but just know that i'm here
and i'll lead you home
if you let me
she said "forget me"
but i can't

Delicate Few by OAR
Amazing how we all want this life a little more everyday.
It's crazy how we pick ourselves up just to let us down anyway.
The one thing that you're missing is loungin' on the log right next to you.
So pick up that precious something and relax for a delicate few.

Amazing how we all want this life a little more everyday.
It's crazy how we pick ourselves up just to let us down anyway.
The one thing that you're missing is loungin' on the log right next to you.
So pick up that precious something and relax for a delicate few.

It's crazy how we all need this time a little more every way.
It's wild how we stay up night's losing part of the day.
The one time that you're loathing is there for you oh so well.
So pick up that precious someone relax for a delicate spell.

Risin up early the sun barely before me I could have sworn I just went to bed.
I smell the blizzard in the air, Winter's bitter love affair.
I grab my coat, my hat, my jacks…I put my hat on my head and I was off again she said,

Risin up early the sun barely before me, I could have sworn I just laid my head to bed about an hour ago
Blizzard in the air, Winter's bitter love affair,
I grab my coat again, hat on my head, lit my jack and I was off again she said,

Risin up early that sun rose barely before me, I could have sworn I just laid my head to bed.
I've got to, but it was so cold, I've got trouble keeping hold of my lady sleeping next to me.
But I swear today, I'm going to go off in a delicate way and Ill have so much fun I swear.
No matter what goes wrong, Ill be moving on,
I promise you, jack in my mouth, hat on my head, and I was off again she said.

Relax for a delicate few
Just me and you
I swear to you true, I do
Relax for a delicate few

"The Artist In The Ambulance" by thrice

Late night, brakes lock, hear the tires squeal
Red light, can't stop so I spin the wheel
My world goes black before I feel an angel lift me up
And I open bloodshot eyes into fluorescent white
They flip the siren, hit the lights, close the doors and I am gone

Now I lay here owing my life to a stranger
And I realize that empty words are not enough
I'm left here with the question of just
What have I to show except the promises I never kept?
I lie here shaking on this bed, under the weight of my regrets

[Chorus:]
I hope that I will never let you down
I know that this can be more than just flashing lights and sound

Look around and you'll see that at times it feels like no one really cares
It gets me down but I'm still gonna try to do what's right, I know that there's
A difference between sleight of hand, and giving everything you have
There's a line drawn in the sand, I'm working up the will to cross it and

[Chorus]

Rhetoric can't raise the dead
I'm sick of always talking when there's no change
Rhetoric can't raise the dead
I'm sick of empty words, let's lead and not follow

Late night, brakes lock, hear the tires squeal
Red light, can't stop so I spin the wheel
My world goes black before I feel an angel steal me from the
Greedy jaws of death and chance, and pull me in with steady hands
They've given me a second chance, the artist in the ambulance

[Chorus]

Can we pick you off the ground, more than flashing lights and sound

I can bring myself, which means my insight, my heart, my soul, my love, and my respect for eveyone in this community.



Of course. dont be scurred.

Theres a garden in the middle of prescott park, and if you go there at the right time, there is a man who plays this tiny instrument that sounds like a dream. If you fallow that sound it will lead you to trees well roots that are intertwined and twisted in a magical way...inside are where fairies live.

If i had one, i would where it everyday...lets make some.

My favorite pieces of literature are Ella Enchanted, and Pride and Prejudice. Ella enchanted is just such a captivating book, that by the end you are literally in her world, i could look around her world and SEE what she was seeing! Not is it captivating, but it is also such a happy book! i cry every time i read it because i am so happy for her. Pride and Prejudice is another one of my favorites because i long to be in that time perios so badly! i also have quite a bit of admiration for elizabeth, she is clever and witty, and smart, way ahead of her time. As well as Ella, this book also makes me feel very happy.